13-03-2018 10:35 PM
13-03-2018 10:35 PM
I’m not the same as everyone else @Faith-and-Hope. I make it harder for everyone around me including you. There is no me unless I’m in crisis and then I’m the biggest drama queen and done deserve any help
13-03-2018 10:39 PM
13-03-2018 10:39 PM
It’s complicated @Faith-and-Hope with my brother. He isn’t working at the moment. But it’s not just that. There’s other stuff in my head.
13-03-2018 10:41 PM
13-03-2018 10:41 PM
It’s getting hard to type @Faith-and-Hope, I think what I’ve taken has done it’s thing. Thank you for putting up with me. I need to go. Speak when human.
13-03-2018 10:48 PM
13-03-2018 10:48 PM
13-03-2018 10:50 PM
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14-03-2018 01:58 PM
14-03-2018 01:58 PM
14-03-2018 02:03 PM
14-03-2018 02:03 PM
Thank you for last night @Faith-and-Hope, @Former-Member (and @Former-Member). I had my crazy turned fully on. Today I’m just tired as always happens after a crisis night and self medicating to turn it off. I’m grateful for the support. I don’t know why I can’t work out yet that I’m in a dangerous head space at that point. I guess the part of me who wants to be the good girl is still winning and reaching out when the destructive part is flexing her muscles.
anyway
💜🤗
14-03-2018 02:09 PM - edited 14-03-2018 02:10 PM
14-03-2018 02:09 PM - edited 14-03-2018 02:10 PM
Ps @Faith-and-Hope you know my crazy is going to be a bit full on over the next few weeks. A 21st and 18 within three weeks and life changin forever. I’m getting more and more worked up over it. The kids are all doing really well on their own and I keep justifying that they don’t need me anymore and my responsibities are about to end. I feel so messed up by all this. I wish I didn’t feel this way. They don’t deserve it. I feel cold and callous about it 😢
14-03-2018 02:55 PM
14-03-2018 02:55 PM
Sorry @Faith-and-Hope i left you no where to go with that. 😢😒. Turns out I’m not quite human yet 😣. Please don’t worry. I’ll try to work it out on my own. 💜🤗
14-03-2018 03:00 PM
14-03-2018 03:00 PM
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