• Dear @avant-garde 

"Thankyou for showing us a very beautiful part of you. 
What you did with those 'funerals' – for your childhood, your birthdays, Christmases, Easters, and graduations – i sense that you felt the need to grieve those unfulfilled moments. 
It sounds like you've found a way to process 
Do you think, that you are grieving the past times that you may think about bringing new stuff in like 

You are here,

you are an adult. 

Am i on the right track ?