Wow! Good on you @Former-Member @I know how anxious you e been able this so it's a brave step. 

I wonder if you are t able to find anywhere private enough to say what you want to say out loud if you could say that to them upfront and use the chat function for things you can't say out loud, or email. I know Some platforms have a little typing section.

also, about the limited time you might have with the GP I wonder if you could try work out what are your top priorities of what you want to get across and start with that so it doesn't get missed in all the other details?

I hope it all goes well. 🤞🏻 For u