RE: Darkness surrounds me

[Former-Member]

Thanks @Appleblossom. No my kids don't know, they are young so try and keep everything hidden from them 

[Appleblossom]

That becomes tricky when you are feeling. As children are the most sensitive creatures of all. How old are they? Can you just explain that mummy had some bad news?

[Former-Member]

@outlanderI don't know what to do, I am so scared GN1 wont be reached. I think I need to ring someone but don't want anyone coming out.

@Appleblossomthey are 10 and 12 but are asleep anyway

[MDT]

@Former-Member sorry to hear this
please do stay strong
you can do it because you have so many other times as well 🙂
you are surrounded by great support here

[outlander]

Kepp talking here @Former-Member email sane behind the scenes as chats offline, helplines scare me for that reason so im.not completley honest and just ask for help dealing with the emotions

[Former-Member]

Thanks @MDT

@outlanderyou are right, even if I rang a helpline I would play it down and not tell them the truth so really no point.

[outlander]

Then keep talking here @Former-Member i cant see sleep on the horizon here so will continue to sit with you

[Faith-and-Hope]

@Former-Member ..... 💜💜💜 ..... Just keep swimming ...... breathe ..... survive ..... that’s the only goal when things are so low Hon ..... here with you .... you can do this.  Those beautiful kids will wake up needing you to be in their lives ..... just breathe .....

[Former-Member]

I can't talk anymore, I just can't @outlander

I know @Faith-and-Hope i am trying so hard 

[outlander]

Then just sit and breathe @Former-Member we are here sitting with you