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[The-red-centaur]

https://youtu.be/0ODDtLMiGnY

[The-red-centaur]

https://youtu.be/FURypvtLWcs

[The-red-centaur]

https://youtu.be/ZCycoUCopno

[The-red-centaur]

https://youtu.be/ir2YHrEmqcY

[The-red-centaur]

We all have two voices in our head

Fear and love

The one you listen to will shape you

The one you ignore will fade away

Night after night I'm losing this fight

A struggle within me

That won't seem to die

Its easy to hide

When your outlook is slight

How can I have hope

When they sever

Sever the ties

I see in the distance (a light further away)

Its building resistance (I refuse, I refuse)

With every hope redeemed

I let in every dream

To just watch it fall apart around me

A voice in each ear

Wanting to rip and tear

Will they let hope speak again

I turn my back on love

And wanted out for me

It's happened every time before (time before)

I'm learning and breaking the walls

To let me love again

To let me love again

The louder voice!

Night after night I'm losing this fight

A struggle within me

That won't seem to die

Its easy to hide

When your outlook is slight

How can I have hope

When they sever

Sever the ties

I see in the distance (a light further away)

Its building resistance (refuse, I refuse)

Will you pull me from the dark, my friend?

Will you promise me it's not the end?

Will you pull me from the dark, my friend?

Will you promise me it's not the end?

I turn my back on love

And wanted out for me

It's happened every time before (time before)

I'm learning and breaking the walls

To let me love again

To let me love again

The louder voice!

Will you pull me from the dark, this dead?

I'm struggling to find the light

Pull me from the dark, this dead? The dark, this dead?

The louder voice!

https://youtu.be/BF51MrcWijM

This song is my jam this morning. 

[The-red-centaur]

https://youtu.be/mTAn_ZTEdKs

[The-red-centaur]

I feel the sadness surround me
And I've only myself to blame
I wish the exit, was easier to find
It's not the end, it's the journey we take

https://youtu.be/OG7fPydqxsU

[The-red-centaur]

https://youtu.be/MVc0Q5_sAZo

[The-red-centaur]

https://youtu.be/uHSl0Zpw2pw

[The-red-centaur]

think I lost my mind

Everything I knew came falling down

Anything I build comes crashing down

I'm pleading God "not now"

Save me from my sins before I leave

Free me from the weight so I can breathe

The more I fool myself

The more I feel it creeping in

I think I lost my mind again

Don't worry I'll be lost in

Echoes, be laughing

On my own

It's tragic, but it's the only life I know

What should I do?

What should I be?

(I'm at a turning point right now)

I'm so full of rage, too blind to see

The more I fool myself

The more I feel it creeping in

I think I lost my mind again

The more I start to fall

The more I don't see me at all

I think I lost my mind again

I keep picturing my ending

Beneath a yellow rose

I don't recall this type of feeling

A seed inside my bones

My soul's turned its back and left me

I burnt the bridge within

Just another waste of human

Weighing down this skin

And it pulls me further from the point that I belong

And all you wanna do is

Take me, break me, hide me away

Or you can shame me, blame me

Burn me at the stake on a lie

'Cause my own mind wilts at the thought

Of being alive

And that I'd like if I tried

The more I fool myself

The more I feel it creeping in

I think I lost my mind again

The more I start to fall

The more I don't see me at all

I think I lost my mind again

https://youtu.be/SniJNRHEX

think I lost my mind
Everything I knew came falling down
Anything I build comes crashing down
I'm pleading God "not now"
Save me from my sins before I leave
Free me from the weight so I can breathe
The more I fool myself
The more I feel it creeping in
I think I lost my mind again
Don't worry I'll be lost in
Echoes, be laughing
On my own
It's tragic, but it's the only life I know
What should I do?
What should I be?
(I'm at a turning point right now)
I'm so full of rage, too blind to see
The more I fool myself
The more I feel it creeping in
I think I lost my mind again
The more I start to fall
The more I don't see me at all
I think I lost my mind again
I keep picturing my ending
Beneath a yellow rose
I don't recall this type of feeling
A seed inside my bones
My soul's turned its back and left me
I burnt the bridge within
Just another waste of human
Weighing down this skin
And it pulls me further from the point that I belong
And all you wanna do is
Take me, break me, hide me away
Or you can shame me, blame me
Burn me at the stake on a lie
'Cause my own mind wilts at the thought
Of being alive
And that I'd like if I tried
The more I fool myself
The more I feel it creeping in
I think I lost my mind again
The more I start to fall
The more I don't see me at all
I think I lost my mind again

https://youtu.be/SniJNRHEX8s