why can't I cope longer?

[outlander]

you really never really know how much stuff you have until you have to move @Former-Member i seriously hate moving! take it easy, no reason to rush esp with a bad back. have you got some people in your new area to help you unload your furniture and things?

[Former-Member]

No ppl but was given contacts. Deal with it when I get there. Actually in lots of pain tonight, strong analgesia not working atm ☹️ Shouldn't be lifting, but gotta on the a own. Had help today but just not good at standing + watching others work ,

[outlander]

pain is really horrible and often pops up at inconvenient times @Former-Member would a heat pack or hot shower help at all?

[Former-Member]

Sorry, keep faceplanting here. Good Night 💗

[outlander]

goodnight @Former-Member hoep tomorrow is better and less painful too 💙

[Appleblossom]

Big Hugs @Former-Member 

Hard not to get owlish when in pain.

I have someone over to talk about the Royal Commission in mental health.  Its a Vic thing.

[outlander]

hey @Former-Member im sorry about whats happened, im here for you if you want to talk.
Im not sure whats happened with your new thread but the mods often send an email about their reasoning, i hope they do this for you soon.

i have BPD too so can imagine how you may be feeling.

[outlander]

Im ok to talk to you @Former-Member  ill hang around for a little while longer to keep you company if you like. 

Would it help to talk about  something else for a little while or maybe some possible ways to ease your distress at the moment?

Or more then ok to just sit with you too

[Former-Member]

Thanks @outlander 

I fell asleep. (crying)

Have to learn not to reach out here for help, when I'm that vulnerable. Now I know for sure what's going on, and know it's  it's not me. 

IRL  i rang a couple friends to pray for me as I concluded it was a spiritual attack. And, wow, it's 6am and i slept through. 

Thank God.

Hope your day is better than yesterday. 💗

[Zoe7]

@Former-Member Thinking of you Hon