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The joy of a messy house is I can’t suicide till it’s clean.

I’m going to live till 100 at this rate. 

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Re: The joy of a messy house is I can’t suicide till it’s clean.

I don’t want to die, but I don’t have any other option. Everything about me is bad.  I’m a failure at everything. I’m a failure at life. I just want to stop being me. I just want this all to stop. 

Re: The joy of a messy house is I can’t suicide till it’s clean.

*cleaning*

Re: The joy of a messy house is I can’t suicide till it’s clean.

Hi @Former-Member,

 

Sounds like a tough time. Hope you're ok. Will send you an email.

 

 

Re: The joy of a messy house is I can’t suicide till it’s clean.

I have felt the same in the past @Former-Member re what else is there to do. I would never say I was ever suicidal but had same thoughts you just expressed more than once .. guess something got better, put blinkers on somethings. Did other things. It’s not linear. And yes my house is a mess

Re: The joy of a messy house is I can’t suicide till it’s clean.

Thanks @TAB

Re: The joy of a messy house is I can’t suicide till it’s clean.

Bit like better not have an accident unless have clean undies on? @Former-Member sorry for being flippant.

Re: The joy of a messy house is I can’t suicide till it’s clean.

Exactly.
So maybe a dirty house is a protective effect for me.

Re: The joy of a messy house is I can’t suicide till it’s clean.

Yes. @Former-Member .. I first noticed 30 yrs ago re living in a mess. Couldn’t not tread on anything in room at one stage. I do it subconsciously. More recently I visit tidying semi regularly to keep it at a bearable level. Ok so still untidy just not so much a cry for help or whatever makes me do it

Re: The joy of a messy house is I can’t suicide till it’s clean.

Hope things are a bit better for you today @Former-Member
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