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24-01-2018 07:03 PM
24-01-2018 07:03 PM
Broken beyond repair
I've been fooling myself long enough, nothing is ever going to work for me. Some pieces will never fit, the others are crushed. There is no therapy for a mind in chaos. Reading, hopeing the next technique might work, but it never does. The darkness is overwhelming and that is all I have to offer, darkness and emptiness. Small steps always end up back where I started, in the deepest darkest pit, alone. There seems no point. I am too broken. It is all too hard and I no longer have the energy to keep swimming. Hopeless cases do exist, I am one of them.
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24-01-2018 07:15 PM
24-01-2018 07:15 PM
Re: Broken beyond repair
I think sometimes our brokenness is much more a part of our thinking than what anyone else sees. I believe it’s hope that is still the strongest factor for me. I have hope for you too. 💜🤗
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24-01-2018 07:19 PM
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24-01-2018 07:29 PM
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24-01-2018 07:39 PM
24-01-2018 07:39 PM
Re: Broken beyond repair
Oh @greenpea Thankyou. I just can't respond atm, hopefully tomorrow.
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24-01-2018 07:57 PM
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25-01-2018 04:37 AM
25-01-2018 04:37 AM
Re: Broken beyond repair
@Teej I have read and reread your post. As with every post I have read from you, your words are full of wisdom, care and compassion. I have also asked my counsellor the same question, why does she continue with me, her response is, she believes in me. I have no idea what that actually means to be believed in, but I'm hopeing for a lightbulb moments someday, for her sake and my own.
Thankyou for having hope for me at the moment.
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25-01-2018 04:41 AM
25-01-2018 04:41 AM
Re: Broken beyond repair
@greenpea There you are shouldering more pain, when you have enough of your own to shoulder. Spreading hope and some smiles around the forum. It's always good to see a little green pea avatar appear. Thank you for the company and care. Hope to bump into you today.
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25-01-2018 04:42 AM
25-01-2018 04:42 AM
Re: Broken beyond repair
@utopia Thanks for responding and dropping off those welcome hugs.
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25-01-2018 07:29 AM
25-01-2018 07:29 AM
Re: Broken beyond repair
Dearest @Maggie,
I actually just popped in this morning to say hi, and noticed this new thread of yours.
I have no words of wisdom for you, no comforting words. But I wanted to say, that I too, believe in you. Nobody goes through what you have (and still do) without an eternal will to live and the desire to become master your own destiny.
I wish you were able to see in yourself, what everyone else here sees in you.
A hug for you Maggie and kindest thoughts.
Sherry